Summertime

This time of year is kind of hard for me. When Eli was a baby I was in college for 2 more years and I chose not to take classes in the summer. I spent the summers with Eli doing whatever we wanted all day long. We used to go to the park, zoo, swimming...I mean anywhere. So, now I work and I am in the real world so right now it is hard for me to like work or even to want to go in. I want that time back in the summer to just do whatever...now with Hayden too. I think all the time damn the park, zoo..whatever would not be as full as it is now if this were a week day. Oh well such as life and being a f********* grown up.