A Little Rant

I haven't done this in such a long time that I just feel like screaming! I meed to haves a proper rant. I am not even really angry at anyone in general just situations really.I am upset with my family relationships! My mom hates my husband....the feeling is likewise so that makes it super difficult to hang with my mom who I have ALWAYS been close with. I know they are both to blame but it is a pretty efed up situation. Next, there is my mom in law and what I call the Bermuda triangle. I get mad at an isolated situation and I get over things quick and he takes off with it and yells at his mom over it. Or I am told to stay away from his sister and mom and than I am at a rock and a hard place! I like them most of the time and would love to be able to hang out but my husband usually gets upset about it or makes my life hell over it.....I guess it is sometimes a square more than a triangle. I just wish we could get along hang out on the weekends have our kids play while we sit by the firepit ect...you get the point but no. Someone told me you should look at how a man treats his mom and sister, then you'll know how he will treat you. Sometimes I wish someone would have told me that before I got married! I don't know someone tell me....is marriage supposed to be a huge disappointment or is it just the man I married? I wonder what would happen if we polled other married women who can say I am honestly happy? I am sure its a fair amount but I know other people feel me out there. Life can be disappointing...thank God I have wonderful children!