so much going on.....

Where to begin.....right now there is just so much going on. We are very excited because on Dec 20th we find out the sex of our 3rd child. Any guesses boy or girl? Then there is the thing that started the day after Thanksgiving. My mother in law hadour kids and there was some miscommunication and James ended up making his Mother very angry, so angry that she beat on his car and spit in his face. That has caused us to decide she may not have the kids alone Dec 10th or Xmas eve, but she can come here. Well needless to sayit has caused much frustration and anger throughout all the in laws. I know our decision is the right one but it bothers me our children miss out on half their family. It has to be thet way and right now all involved are poison to our family sowe have to shut them out. All this stress makes it harder to keep my blood pressure down and sometimes I have trouble sleeping. Also, I am beginning to have an increase in anxiety about losing the baby...why you ask I don't know. I have never miscarried but. All the same I worry. So much to think about and right before Christmas.