Thinking a lot

So lately I have been thinking about my life and current situations. I see my husband and the things he does is actually pretty typical of. A man. They just don't take much action in their child's lives. I know it is morecommonnow to do so however James is kind of old fashioned so it makes sense I take it all on. I am the mom it is myjob and that is also typical of astay at home mom. I am finally after 3 yrs becoming more comfortable in this marriage,more comfortable in my own skin. I think about this 3rd pregnancy too, it came at what seemed like the worst timing, but now it just seems perfect. I am home and have time to spend with our beautiful daughter and I can get E on and off. The bus. Also, I can take care of myself and the baby without added stress which keeps my blood pressure happy. I just think the closer I try to get with God the better I feel about my life all together. I have been thinking as my New Year's resolution I will follow Jesus closer and trust fully in him; I will work on peace in my marriage, and I will love my children and show them that every day. I think marriage is a serious institution and I need to keep it peaceful and sacred. I love my family and I want it to be happy. I am the heart of the home.